Monday, October 27, 2008
the stories
aghhh i was suppose to practise my jap ended up i'm listening to korean music and watching to korean shows...did i make a wrong move again...i hope i did not *sigh* even i did watch anime but it seems somewhere goes wrong or isit my prob?
★ became a star to protect you ★
2:03 PM
Friday, October 24, 2008
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with my walls perfectly built up and only selectively ppl will receive a copy of the key to unlock that huge metal door but i still choose to hide behind the closure door
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i decide to let the deepest n darkest inner part to flow out ...ain't a good ger anymore...ain't wan to be a goody ger anymore....juz wan to collect enough souls to redeem my purest back or maybe i shld juz stay on and become Shinigami but this will cause me to miss the chance to reunite with my purest angels again
what shld i do...where is the path...who going to lead me out of the dark?
questions running around
★ became a star to protect you ★
8:17 PM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
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i wish i went for the praying session instead of BBDC so that i wont feel failure again..ya i m running away
i think i juz down with luck...and my fault for not studying hard
i give up
★ became a star to protect you ★
8:16 PM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
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how long was 3mths..i dun knw...it been a long 3mths since she had gone...i missing her terribly which is not an hiding truth to everyone close to me....mentioning her = my eyes become waterly...i still can remember how she left us...how cold is her body...i still remember our touch and hands being held together...actually i keep on think back of the past i had with her...i wish i can turn back times to she will pat and sing me to sleep...we go for our morning exercise...she protect me from being canned by queen and etc....
Can We Turn Back Times
i promise i will treat her nicely during my teen times...i promise i wont be so choosy and let her have the chance to see her grandson-in-law...if times can juz turn back
★ became a star to protect you ★
8:06 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
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i dreamt of her last nite again...dun knw isit due to her 100days of leaving coming soon that y i'm dreaming of her
in the dreams, i drove her around to visit other family memebers...she was so pink in health..able to walk and seems so young again...i knw this is call 'thinking in the day and dreams at nite' i been missing her too much
Granny, i'm sorry that i not able to go for the 100days praying (queen said is okie, she will know and i dont need to do anything to show others) will u knw that i m upset that i not able to go and feeling terribly bad abt it...i'm terribly grand-daughter, grand-niece and daughter in the family
★ became a star to protect you ★
8:12 PM
Friday, October 10, 2008
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~YHAPPY BIRTHDAY
Little Teacher aka FadzilahY~
have a mini suprise celebration for her since she went to choose her own birthday gift so i thght of give her suprise by buying her cake..is kinda of drama as i asked OIC to give her a call at another duty place...we hid but unfortunely she still knew it by seeing us hanging around instead of working hard...anyway it turn out 2day is also another OIC birthday...so nice to have someone in office share the same birthday date with u...well happy birthday to both of u (Fad & Terry)
hope u all like the cake i choose ^.^
★ became a star to protect you ★
10:20 PM
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
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Happy Children Day to all my friends no matter what age u are in...all of us shld have an child character within us so that we always stay young and happy (^.~)
Selamat Hari Raya to all of my Muslim friends out there...enjoy ur new year and remember bring yummy cookies for me to eat..oh better if there is green ang bow from u all especially babe Yani and ah beng hehe
★ became a star to protect you ★
6:20 PM
